Enough of nonsensical promises from you.
Enough of lies from you.
Enough of heartaches and pain you've put me through.
Enough of the fucked up life you've gave me.
But I'm thankful for it, seriously.
If you have never put me through things like this,
I'll never know or discover how stupid,
childish and insane I can be,
over a dumb and unappreciative guy like you.
Although it took me long enough to realised that this is nothing but a tough lesson to be learned in a teenager's life, like mine.
But it's better late than never.
It's not worth all the heartaches you've put me through if I still don't realised that it was just game, and continue to be blind folded by your dumb lies. Right?
Months before this,
I have been avoiding and decided to not face it.
I thought it wouldn't bother me much and eventually I'll be able to forget about everything and go on with life.
But no, everything you did or said, it bothers me a lot.
It was so bad, that I couldn't imagine what else is coming next for me, I didn't want to think about it.
To know that the thought of you still hurts me badly after all.
After all the sleepless nights, pain and tears that
I've tried to hold on.
I am finally able to let it go, and of course it is not easy.
I can finally assure myself that this is over, so over.
I don't need to do anything to convince myself that I deserved happiness more than anyone else.
Why did I put myself in a miserably state before this?
Simple enough, because I was stupid and thought that everything will be okay again, just like every time.
I kept faith and hope with me.
And now,
I don't need your approval in things I do, say or the people I mix with.
I don't care if you are not okay with the certain person who is my friend.
And I don't give a fuck about how you see or think of me anymore.
So i dunno what i supposed too do ?
So, this is the end of my rants and complains about this effing dude.
I am proud of myself that I finally have the courage to draw a full stop to this chapter of my life. And happy to say, I am so satisfied and relieved about this. Hah!
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