Yana

The countdown from today 10th of october onwards to the 26th.

There are 16 more days to go before the test begins.

Why must it be so fast ?

I want a longer rest.

I want to study more.

I want to have more time on revising my studies.

I want to understand the subjects better.

I want to find more tuition teachers.

I want to buy more revision books.

I want to get more tips on the tests.

There are so many things I want !

But can I get them?

No, the times flies .

Everyone knows that , it never stop for anyone.

Nor turn back.

This ruler's quality is made of plastic.

Cheap plastic.

I can tear it into two.

Got two rulers to use already.

Lol .

I'm not going to use the ruler anymore , I've a metal want that does not split into TWO .

Sejarah , History.

Do you like the subject? oowh !

Tash

i miss you
i really do
im hoping u would forgive me
its not like it was entirely my fault
u started this whole drama
u made me become this way
u are the one who hurt me first
but i dont care anymore
i hope we would forget the past and move on
all because i have move on and forgiven u
its was difficult at first but its a new day everyday
i hope things would be different i hope things would be different
i miss the old me, and i miss the old you
but time changes all things? do they? or people changes through time?
im not sure, but you are no longer the old you, and i am no longer the old me maybe i have come to a point of realization,
whereby, i have to realise what is important for my life..
whatever it is, u are still important for me..
and yeah i do care bout you..
although i dont show it that much but trust , i dedicate this to you..
wanting u to know that i miss you and enough is enough.
forgive me would you?

Tash

Don't ever try to understand everything

some things will just never make sense

Don't ever be reluctant to show your feelings

When you're happy,give in to it!

When you're not,live with it!

Don't ever be afraid to make things better

you might be surprised at the results

Don't ever take the weight of the world on your shoulders

Don't ever feel threatened by the future

Take a life one day at a time

Don't ever feel guilty about the past

What's done is done.Learn from any mistakes you might have made

Don't ever feel that you are alone

There is always somebody there for you to reach out to

Don't ever forget that you can believe in everything that God has promised

Be CONFIDENT and BELIEVED in everything you do

Have faith and it will come to pass

It's not as hard as it seems

Don't ever stop believing

Don't ever stop caring

When there's hope,there is love

Don't ever stop trusting

When there's love,there is joy

Never stop dreaming your dreams!!

When there's dreams,there's always hopes inner us..

When there's hope,there's always road to move on..

Tash

Okay, maybe its not like the beginning of a whole new chapter of the book like next year...

went to school as usual, woke up early in the morning...

School was boring for everyone! hah

STUPID GEO FOLIO IS DRIVING ME CRAZY!

*havent done finish yet! eeeeekks

hmm... have nothing to say now, back to work :|

BYE BYE! :)

Tash

Woke up, got ready and headed to gurney plaza .

shopping !

Walked around and shopped the whole day.

and playing .

bahahaha .

sory for the late post dude .

~xoxo tash~

Shasha

okaayy. Im sick & tired of everything. Grow up la. Seriously ? I cant stand this shit anymore ! Yea yea it shouldnt effect me bla bla bla... but It does ! How long more is this gonna go on for.

Understand that Im trapped, I cant go anywhere. Im just plain bored with life right now. Its that bad that Im calling MY LIFE boring...
Im dying to laugh till I cry & fall on the floor ! but I just cant ! GEEEZ.....

&& Yes I have perfected the fake smile. Because you cant tell the difference anymore.

Whats even more frustating is that I studied my ass off for my trials ! and all the papers were like shit... Time for some words of comfort,
You dont study enough, Your not taking this seriously, If your results are bad this time I know what to do with you. I hope you throw me off a cliff. I would just jump but you know suicide's a sin and I do wanna go to heaven. So yeah...

and honestly I did study my ass off !

I give up ! I swear to god I give up !
I dont know what to do anymore
I think Im gonna go wild. And you know what will be sad, I'll do it by myself with no bad influence. Fucked up shit man but no worries yet Im not gonna do it straight away I'll take my time...Those are my words of comfort, Taking my time...

Tash

Blood Test

The result was I do not have enough blood again !

Had my blood test with my aunt's.

There you can see that the doctor was checking my aunt's blood pressure.

and some medicine , i hate medicine so fucking damn damn damn damn much . !